A Love letter

Dearest,

When we first started off, I was confused, tentative, scared. I thought you were going to consume me and eat me alive. Sometimes you made me shake with fright. At times, I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep with the anticipation of what you were going to do to me. I left the one that made me comfortable, safe, familiar for you. You, who is so charismatic yet filled with uncertainties. But there was a reason that I left that safe familiar one behind. I yearned for something exciting and even if being with you is a tumultuous affair, a love-hate relationship, I love you. I love everything about you. You are truly the man that made a woman out of me.


At first it was just a flirtation. I never thought it would get this far. I never thought I would be so attached.  I never would have imagined being so affected by you, being so in love with you. You are such a bright, vivacious spirit, with a hint of beautiful danger. There is nothing like you in the world and I feel so very lucky to have been a part of you. Thank you for bringing me into your world and allowing me to see my life in a different light. I am forever changed and forever grateful. And now I must leave you. It's funny that I came to you with so much fear, and now I am leaving you with the fear of leaving.  I am writing this to you while we are still together, before I leave, so that I can write from a place of closeness and not a place of memory. I will always love you, I will never forget you and what you have added to my life.

Yours Forever with Love,
Rada